its not quite hard writing while falling...its actually kinda cool. for the other people there who think we are 24/7 high! you are............wrong! we are 3 people.we are a band here in the philippines,to be more exact here in manila. we're chronic star (name of our band) we really don't know what are genre is.funny,ei? seriously.we don't know.we do punk,alternative,a lil bit of rock etc...but! we do not do pop!!! and we do not do any avril lavigne songs.we are not posers.

we are just normal people with normal lives with not so normal friends with weird habits yet we get used to those habits. by the way we women. we are independent women. we can carry ourselves with confidence and do and think what we like and don't care what others think. d'hell with them. as long as we are having fun. and fun for us is music listening and making.

music for us like water.we can't live without music.NO MUSIC NO LIFE. we see music in diffrent way.we see it like its how you show yourself, how you show your ideas,past,present,future,habits,moments in your life that really means to you and has changed you in a way.That's music for us.

When you put the three of us together you'll feel like your talking to people who just came out of the mental hospital.

I guess part of being in a band is having a compatibility with each other. Understanding those weird actions,weird sounds you make when you need something and the habits.........................

We may have crazy but we also have our serious side.Our serious side usually comes at night. We talk about anything.But the words coming out of our mouth also comes from our hearts.Just like our songs.That's the best thing you can share with your friends.When the things you say come from your heart and you trully mean it.

oh! there will be three people who will be posting here.I am gabes the guitarist of our band.regine is our vocalist and den is our guitarist.

this should be the first entry...I therefore conclude that this is the first entry.

thank you thank you

its yet that all spiced yet....il spice it one of these days or maybe some of the stars will.....hopefully....its hell week for them....means exams for them is on its way!nyahahahahahahahahaha! mine is still makig its way down the high way! nyahahahaha

bye for now! tata!

i am a machine-terminator

!!!! my tag board won't work!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is really irritating all of you other gusy have tag board and mine doesn't have one!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! i've already put the "DISPLAY TAG BOARD" button on!!!grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......!!!!!!!!!!

one more thing i am irritated about! the damn government!!! martial law?? coup de tat???? what the heck!!! and thanks to the governmet they announced that we have no classes tomorrow! thank you. no thanks to our very corrupt principal even if there is a tank in front of katipunan avenue she would still let us go to school!!!

huwaaaaaa!! pls work tag board..

I'm just hoping that the so called "rebels" here would just respond to the presidents deadline negotiation...Instead of having gunfire and a so called "mini war". What i know for sure is that a soldier will not fight his fellow soldier.So that leaves the police to fix the problem if they don't respond to the deadline.Prayers so that this will end.

I saw you about a week ago
My friend saw you too
You carried a violin with you
and that look in your eyes that sent a message to my soul
I secretly bagan liking you
Wishing that next I'd see you again
Do you know how incredible you look to me?
I guess I'm falling in love with you dear violinist
Yesterday I saw you again
Knowing that next week I'll see you again
I kept my affection discreet
Next week I'll try and talk
To you whom I've wanted for so long
I know you've seen me before
And I guess you know my face...probably
Do you know how incredible you are to me?
I know I'm in love with you
I feel your music surging in me
With every note you play on your violin
Do you know you are incredible to me?
I'm in love with you and your music too
I hope by next week we become friends and
maybe more
And you can play your violin for me

talk about weirdoness.

hey guys..

i hate this. got lotsa homework. hectic day. gotta go. just had to test this thingamajigorhoweveryouspellit. baboo

wahahaha guess who:

....if you really like this yet you feel like he doesn't even give a damn about girls?

....if you're starting to feel like he's better to be your friend?But on the other hand you feel like he'll be a great boyfriend or just someone that'll show care.

....if he's the type of guy that has intellect and you can talk to about anything from politics to love,wouldn't you fall for that kind of guy?

Just making you think about it is pretty depressing,ei? But I've gone through this and I accept that its not yet time and that friends is all what we can be. I've also accepted what some of my friends say that why do i keep on having a crush on him,if only they saw him the way i see him.They'd be going crazy over him too....

He's not perfect...But for me he is.

......

underground music is actually more music consentrated.People underground don't care about fame and how people judge them because of their music.

These are the people who you can really call musicians.You can't measure a musician by how many albums they've made.Its the song itself coz your song shows what your heart says.

I know the feeling of how you get criticized after a gig.But they actually just don't know that they're being criticized in return.

Underground you can see all the hardwork that people make without pay. They make time for what their hearts desire. It's fun being on stage playing your own songs and you see people nodding their heads or singing to the song your playing. Priceless....

......it was really a depressing day for me...I tried to be all crazy and stuff but it didn't work...yah sure i smiled and laughed, but it doesn't prove that I am happy inside...I actually envy the people in school who are really happy inside and out.

Especially in class when all you do is sit there,listen and write. When sometimes your mind suddenly goes somewhere else...Like on the guy you like....and when he's just sitting there a few chairs away...But all day long you realize that the 2 of you haven't uttered a word yet...depressing.

Seriously, today not even a word nor a smile happend.Nothing.Nada.

I guess this is how I put my feelings about him I'm on a building sitting on the ledge...thinking,"should i fall or should i go back down again?".

I promised myself that I wouldn't fall for a guy until I'm in college.I'm not falling.....just thinking if i should fall or not.

I don't wanna fall for him coz I know that I'll just hurting myself.
I wanna fall for him coz he's perfect inside.
I don't wanna fall for him....coz he just doesn't know that he's the reason why I'm suddenly getting depressed all over again.
I wanna fall for him...........................but I just won't.

A crush is what he will forever be.Nothing more and nothing less.We will forever just be friends...I'm sure of this.....and he will never find out that i have been watching from a far and that i have had a secret crush on him.That will be forever kept a secret from him.

I don't have anything much that you guys will appreciate right now since i'm currently feeling really depressed.My creative side isn't working.Its run out of power.

later.

nothing much really to say...just wanted to post sumthing...i just actually found out that some people can be really creative when they're depressed...haha...but its true...i can say that myself...

There's this love thing going on with our batch.But it's just the girls thou.Almost every girl in our batch has either a boyfriend,suitor, or a crush that they really like.Girls never run out of crushes.hehe...Im one of the girls who have that crush that they really like..hehehe...

Our school is just a simple place...Classrooms...Canteen...A small library...A gym...A quadrangle like the size of a normal parking lot...Simple,isn't it?

But I've spent most of my schooling days here.This the place where I learned,met true friends,became mature and how to respect.

Respect for me is a very big thing and so is for our band.We respect what our ideas are and how we do things.I guess that's one of the reasons that we all get along so well...But respect is also one of the traits that most people lack.

Some people just want their way to always to be followed.They don't think of what other people like.I really think this is stupid.Then when what they want doesn't get followed they use the skill of fighting or threatening.STUPID!

But they're like that.Can't do anything about that.I have friends who are like this.But when it comes to friendship they're great.You can spend hours of talk with them.

this is it for now.

good bye.

and remember...

Respect...and you to shall be respected...