just a thought.

its amazing how rubberbands can actually be so powerful.. its amazing how rubberbands can make you thin. how? simple. just eat lotsa candies (especially lolipops), then go to the dentist to check if your teeth are still straight. then if not, she'll give you braces. if it's the kind of braces which requires those little rubber band thingies, BINGO! you'll get thinner in no time. (actually even if they dont require rubber bands, you'd get thin) first, when its time to eat, you'd feel lazy to remove your rubberbands..then you decide to not eat anymore.. second, when the rubberbands are there, you'd feel fabuluous pain; therefore making you lazy to eat solids.. you'd limit yourself to liquids; therefore you don't each much junk.. third, i forgot.. oh well.. just sharing a thought here..

thats it.. i guess. byeeeeeee

hehehe....my friend made this up! hehehe pretty funny if you get it.

It's a thing that comes in many colors diffrent flavors can be stretched yet could be torn at any second depending on the load, friction and tension it had..

hahaha.....

People who get this: hahahahaha... a smart way of describing it,ei? hahaha....I know my bandmates will get this[hopefully]specially....the vocalist! hahaha!

this is for now gottaa go.

the world hates me again.

this is true. I mean almost all punk songs are about heart breaks and love memories. Funny but true... But what I'm wondering is why? Why do we,people, keep on looking back on the past or why do we keep on getting stuck on one moment? Why can't we just move on? Why can't we just forget the past and be happy with what we have now? Why is it that songs have to depressing? Why do songs make us cry,sad,laugh,dance,angry,depressed and the list goes on....But why?

So many questions but only a few answers. This is one of those why questions that will and must be kept a secret. If the answer was told then everybody wouldn't listen to music anymore.Coz they would always assume that it would make them depressed or something like it.

But because of these so called depressing songs that people have learned to change.Either for their own good or the opposite.

"Ironic", people say sometimes because they hear a song and it describes their feelings..It is said that,"You are the music while the music lasts...". For me its symbolism.

Music symbolises/describes your feelings. The music describes you.How you are. How you feel. What your thoughts are. The music you listen to is who you are. Its like clothes. Clothes describe the way you like to dress and your attitude.

This is a nice thought. Makes ya think. Makes ya look at music in a diffrent way.

Music is like clothes. You feel naked without it.Incomplete.
But it describes the way you are.

this is all for now.

peace.make love not war.

-gabes

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

So many reports,projects plus we have this report tomorrow for physical ed!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.................................

And our teacher in physical ed is a terror when it comes to these kind of stuff.He wants you to memorize the wholeeeeeee freakin report!!! Although we only have PE once a week but still! PE takes in a lot of hardwork and its not the only subject that needs memorizing there are more better subjects than PE!

Rythmic exerciese???? I don't plan to be a gymnast. I HAVE to do this my grade is on the line....SACRFICESSS.....

Ofcourse there is also its pretty good side...We're gonna use a hula hoop! hahaha!Plus we have to do a demo about rythmic exercises! But this is the bad part. PE is 1st subject!GRRRRRRRRRR!! PE at 7:20am.Even I'm still lazy to move and write at this time!

And for all that hardwork the researching I think the highest score you can get is a 15 or a 10!!! I think reports should deserve a 20 or 25!!!

Got to get back on the reports!

this is it for now!

end of transmission.

a message from gabes

Dear You,

I've wanted you to know that I have been watching you from a far. I've been secretly watching your not so every move just the very noticeable. I liked you because you stood out from the crowd. You were't like the others. You were like a blue star among all the other stars. You're a guy with sense and respect for others. As I said you're like a blue star. Rare, special, and treasured. I've already treasured you,now I must keep my memory of you in my somewhat memory box. For you will forever only be someone that I liked and that is now a memory that became in a way a part of my heart. You amazed me by how you acted and how you think.

I must put all my feelings for you away. Everything inside my memory box. I know you'll never get to read this that's why I'm having all these guts to put this here.

Good bye to you and my feelings for you.



-_ _ _ _ _ if ya ever get to read this you'd know who I am. Probably.

Thank you, all (den, gabes, gin). For everything. I've found the truth. The truth is, my so-called "friends" suck and I'm plain stupid of neglecting the real ones... you guys.
I love you. *senti mode.*

yun lang.

this is carina, by the way. and i don't know why i am posting. ryc just gave me the password. haha.

I have nothing to do. and I am bored. So i decided to put this flower here. I shot this flower last last summer. So this image has been in my files for quite some time since I haven't used it yet. I'm using it now.

bored................




still have to do a report that I don't wnat to do because its plain booooooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrriiiinnngggggg!!!!! But no choice I have to do it! and it really sucks.

-gabes

hehe....I forgot to attach it to the other entry. my bad.

-gabes

why did i even meet you?
why did I let my little heart fall for you so quick?
why were you so nice?
why am I going crazy over you?

why am I feeling this way again?
why do you keep coming back to my mind?
when I want you to go away! To stay away from my mind!
But why doesn't it work? Why are you still there?

why is it that you are the only person on my mind?
why is it that because of you I am feeling this way?
why do I feel that all the colors of my world have gone away?
why am I stuck right now in your presence?

what is it that you have that made feel this way?
who are you to make me feel this way?
why can't I just tell you the way I feel so this can all pass?
why can't you just go away? And I'll let this all pass.

Why can't I say good bye to my feelings for you for good?
What is it that you do that makes my feelings come back again?
I wonder how would you feel if I told you all this.
How would you feel? You're too cold, you won't even notice.


why did I even meet you?

when your mom says "eat your greens" it doesn't mean you should pick your nose. miss you guys! we should jam one time.. soon. we need it hope to hear from ya

-deyn

what does a tap on the back mean?

reasons:

1. after an eye to eye contact and a sweet smile."hey friend, we haven't talked in awhile."

2. serious look. "can we talk....privately?" (oooooohhhhhhhhh....)

3. sad eyes and a charming smile."hi...busy? need advice.."

4. normal look."you did your homework on algebra? can I see it??"

5. puppy dog eyes."I miss talking with you and spending time with you. you got any time? like now?" :D

Hey! It's Anda/Alex here. Thanks for inviting me to your blog. How are you guys doing? Long time no jam.
Btw, our ice hockey goalie (no, not the Den lookalike hehe), Rob, is a fellow guitarist and would like to see us rehearse. Would that be okay? We just landed on that topic after a conversation about guitars, and yes, he would love to see us do our thing.
Take care guys. Replies.
-Alex

I changed the colors. hehe... I'm just bored and I got to take some things off my mind so made this my diversion.I'll try and put some pictures in the background soon. I'm in the process of asking help 1st.hehehehehe.

But so far I like these colors. funky.

and pixel punk took this test I tries it too.(hehehe)


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I took some quizeses

this is for my band mates:


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my love life in a movie...(ooohhhhh...)

Everyone remembers the 'faked-orgasm-in-a-deli'
sequence from your kind of movie When Harry Met
Sally. It seems that you're falling for a buddy
or have already fallen for them. Uh-oh. You're
probably caught between the possibility of
having a great relationship and wrecking the
one you have now. You know what they say, it's
better to regret something you did than
something you didn't do.


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this is the end. It is now time for me to get into bed. I must rest. I must rest...

My bandmate told me about this band and I immediately liked. But I was intrigued because it seemed a bit poppish but I saw myself liking the their songs more and more as I listened some of their songs. Here's the lyrics of one of their songs.

Girl All the Bad Guys Want

8 o'clock Monday night and I'm waiting
To finally talk to a girl a little cooler than me
Her name is Nona she's a rocker with a nose ring
She wears a 2-way, but I'm not quite sure what that means

And when she walks, all the wind blows and the angels sing
But, she doesn't notice me

Cause she's watching wrestling
Creaming over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes

Chorus
It's like a bad movie; she's looking through me, if you were me than you'd be,
Screaming, "someone shoot me," as I fail miserably,
Trying to get the GIRL ALL THE BAD GUYS WANT ...

She likes the Godsmack and I like Agent Orange
Her CD changer's full of singers that are mad at their dad
She said she'd like to score some refer and a 40oz
She'll never know that I'm the best that she'll never have

And when she walks, all the wind blows and the angels sing
But, she'll never notice me

Cause she's watching wrestling
Creaming over tough guys
Listening to rap metal
Turntables in her eyes
She likes them with a mustache
Racetrack season pass
Driving in a Trans Am
Does a mullet make a man?

Chorus

There she goes again with fishnets on
And dread locks in her hair
She broke my heart I want to be sedated
All I wanted was to see her naked

Now I'm watching wrestling
Trying to be a tough guy
Listening to rap metal
Turn tables in my eyes
I can't grow a mustache and I ain't got no season pass
All I got's a moped

Chorus
Cause she's the girl all the bad guys want

hehe... I find the lyrics cool. hehe. freedom of speech.

In my opinion, happy people can be really those who have problems. The smile and the happy face is just a mask.

On my way home from school I was intrigued by this issue. My friend that who I know is always happy even on tough times had this major problem. I was a bit shocked since I thought she had this is almost perfect family and she didn't have that much family probs.But I was wrong. Her family was prob was serious.

When she told me everything I saw her in a diffrent perspective. I realized that she was a true optimist. She looked in the bright side of the problem. But only she took it on that path her other siblings made the problem worse.

She told me how much she had cried already. I didn't know how to react. I wanted to say something but I didn't as if my words were suddenly taken away from me. We were in a public place,but I saw in her eyes she needed a shoulder to cry on. I was willing to give her all the comfort she needed. Even though she didn't show it I knew she was stopping herself from crying.

But after a while she started smiling again. I was amazed. How she could easily smile again after an emotional and serious conversation about family problems. I shared my family problems and she shared hers. I found out she had quite a few. but she was an optimist. She saw things in a diffrent way...she had her way of finding the positive side of something.

I care for my friend. I am amazed by her. I treat her as one of my family. She is a great friend. She'll cheer you up on bad times. She is my happy friend.



-gabes

hehe...love is in the air once again. It's cute to see couples cuddling close specially on those rainy days when it's just nice to cuddle and stay warm.

Even in our school you can see couples walking around as if they're walking in the clouds. You sometimes wonder, "how can love make such a diffrence in one's life?". It is either for the good or....the bad. Either way it won't miss that love gives something good to the lovers.

Memories.

Even here in tabulas a lot of people are inlove. Judging by how they write about there lives it seems that there life is almost perfect because love and the people around them. It's pretty cool how love affects the ability of a person. For example you're an artist you become more artistic because you're happy. Happy in a good way a kind of that affects lives.

I, on the other hand, am inlove with music. My time will come for love. For now I enjoy my music, friends and yes...school. I was wrong about someone who I almost fell for. I realized now how he can hurt someone and him not knowing. He has already done it to me. He just didn't know. I've gone back to my roots and love music and make music the center of my life again.

-gabes make love not war peace guys

Nicolo Mendiola I love you so much........
Ang hirap ng ganito shwewiwet. Ay naku +Ryc alam ko na naasar ka na sakin dahil araw-araw mong naririnig to sakin. wahe. Anyways....... Tonight.......tonight. won't be just any night.
Why is it that I fall in love with really weird guys? And guys that are hard to reach. Crap. I'm in love with the violin and Nicolo.
We are slaves to the crimes we commit and fits of passion we shame
We are nothing but the dust on your feet dying to be born again
Singing at the water fir
Singing earth
Singing air
I have seen
I have been to places far and deep in my mind
Only to find comfort in your strangeness........Nicolo.

I really love this song. Sweetness. I don't really know what it means but hell it's a beautiful song. Platonic and perfect in every damn way. *Tell me what do I need when words lose their meaning?**Sinking into sweet uncertainty* It kinda describes me. Or something like that. I miss you all! Except you +Ryc you sit in front of me so I see you everyday.(labo). *I'm still running away* *With the little sweet and simple numbing me* *Are you listening?**Sing it back* Carina, I like your father's name. I wanna name one of my future kids Soler. Nicolo Nicolo Nicolo with the little sweet and simple numbing me. I wanna watch finding Nemo. Hey alex! I missed ya! Rainmaker!!!!!!!! I feel like a fugitive whenever I listen to this song. But it feels kinda good. I'm reminded of the violinist. Well on Saturday I'm gonna see him again. And he's gonna see me but what the heck will he see in me. I feel so shy whenever he's around. Signs are popping up everywhere and I don't know what to make of them. I see the words Mendiola, sm, violin........ Warf. Can't you hear me Nicolo? Crap my soul is crying so loud and I can't help myself, and then I stop to think of you and your dorkiness but that's alright because I don't really care about all that. I wanna hear him play the violin again It's been a week now.

I wish it was summer. Guess what guys my bestfriend has a new dog. His name is Einstein. But he looks like an ascal. Nevertheless, he's a dog. I love dogs! they're so cute. By the way, the last two entries were from me. The sweetness thing and the crap thing. It's gonna be such a boring day. No one's home. Hayhayhay hayhayhay. anyways, i gotta go no wahe.

today for me was a day of rest. although a bit boring... but I had time to think,read,write,draw,listen to music,play/create music, and reformat my computer. Now, your thinking how could one person do this all in one day?

hehe...I just kept on doing one thing to the other. I like these kinds of days. Staying at home, relaxing and enjoying what I like to do.

Lomographic pictures.

-cool for a hobby.
-but you need a lomo cam but its worth your money for the results you will get.
-addicting
-you have to bring your lomo cam everywhere to capture what you desire
-a great way of showing your artistic side and your "wanna be a photographer side" (hehehe...I'm an example.)
-no more paint shop pro needed.
-and last but not the least its just plain amazing. The results are just cool.

I'm deciding on buying my own lomo cam but it costs around $250-$300 in peso (philippine money) around 9,000 pesos but its worth your money and it can keep memories in a diffrent angle. really cool.

I'm still thinking about it.... not yet sure...

drizzle

a few drops...
are they tears?
or is sweat?

I can hear them gently dropping on the roof
Like a an army marching
Getting ready for war

They're now on my window
I can see them slowly dripping
Like tear on a little child's face

It's drizzling outside...
A cool breeze,I just felt
A drizzle, a cool breeze, a thought...

-gabes peace.

Last night I was in a bar as usual the music was hiphop and the like. I looked around and I saw on the stage at the back of all the people strutting their stuff was a band getting ready. So I thought, I wonder what type of songs are they going to play? and to my surprise they were the hiphop band type.

They were singing stuff like dilemma, no diggity, what's love etc... BUT they got the crowd on their feet which is a good thing specially in a bar that I went to.

BUT I noticed something the other girl vocalist did was while singing nelly and kelly's dilemma she was doing the rock sign. My reaction is "WHAT THE F**K????", but that was just in my mind I wasn't in rockers place it was more of the hiphoppers lounge. And after that what popped into my head was this is a band gone totally bad. A hiphop song and the rock sign.

If Kurt Cobain was alive I don't know what he had done if he saw what the girl just did. I only have one advice for that girl vocalist stick to the type of music you're singing and if you're going to show a sign show a west side sign or an east coast sign.

sheeeeshhhhhh..... but the world isn't perfect.

-gabes

I miss you all.
I miss Alexandra (hi anda!)
I miss Jasmine (hi Denise!)
I miss Therese (hi Gabrielle!)
I miss Carina
I miss +Ryc even if I see her everyday.(she sits right in front of me)
I miss Agnes
I miss Aya
I miss Ana and Anna
I miss Tria
I miss Mika
I miss Cindy
I miss Carmen
I miss Nicolo.......
I'm lonely

+Haponesa Gin

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I can relate to this. It's been a while since I've posted here. It was hell week for me. But FINALLY my exams are over. Thank you.

The past week I have been taking my exams outside or our classroom since my teacher put me there along with r0zette. It was ok to stay outside since I had no problem of anyone trying to look over my test paper. I was 2nd to the front and guess what my view when I looked to my upper right was him. Ironically that was the week that I said to myself that I would TRY to forget about him and try to ignore him as if he was never even there. So the outcome is after I finish my exams i tend to look at him etc... everywhere I go in school I tend to see him always...sheeeshhh when is this going to be over?

My friend gave me the advice of just not trying to forget him but by letting my heart and time do its works and not my brain. That's what I'm doing right now but it seems that I think more of him this time. It makes me sad because I now that there will never be a time for us and I will never have the chance that I would be able to be in his heart. Of this is ever comes true, it would be just a dream.

I've been giving out advices this past week. It made me think more of him because of their situations. I realized that from the people I gave advices to how love can really hurt. Love can crush you. I just didn't tell them that love is also hurting me too...until now is does... I'm just not sure what the reason is...

-gabes

im mad.. i really am.. grarr.. im mad because:

1. i feel so stupid.. i liked this guy coz he was really kind to me.. only to find out he's just a flirt. im not the only one feeling this way.. grarrr stupid me

2. i wanna get mad at this guy but i just seem to have no right.. which makes me all confused.. and mad.. grarr

3. my i.p. report sucks.. and its a group work.. only some of us work.. and as of now (only this very moment), im doing everything.. this is due by monday.. ahh!!!!!!!!

4. i went to kafe to watch too late the hero, but my dad picked me up already.. grrarr

5. i am lost.

6. i am becoming a psycho.

7. i went stargazing and there were only 3 stars... <--what?!?!>

..it may seem very shallow.. so i am shallow. im still mad. there are probably many other reasons.. but the ones above are the obvious ones.. like gine, i am lonely.. aarrghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna shout.. i wanna cry.. but its all stuck inside.. it doesn't want to go out.. and i don't have any idea why.. which makes me mad..AGAIN! nah kidding.. :p oh well. i don't think im making sense.. it's already 2 am. im not usually awake this time of day..

P.S. guys, please give me palanca.. need em by thursday.. :p

grrrarrrrr was posted by the guitarist

Okay, okay. Here I am. I'm finally blogging.
I agree we should really start practicing.
Not to mention compose new songs.
Gin, you are too crazy over this Nicolo guy. Relax, man!

Yes I am boring.

hey guys. what have you been up to?
I'm so bored. Crap and I feel lonely again.
Xgames are cool. This is so weird, I'm thinking about my prom. Next year.
I wonder who my date will be?B) Hopefully nicolo mendiola.B) Haaaaaaayyy
anyone wanna share thoughs? email me.

-Haponesa Gin
(Ms. Vocalist crap)