wala lang.. guys, by the way.. i finished "manliligaw" already.. we just gotta input the lyrics..

i have a new crush.. i like the vocalist of nirvana!!!! aha pathetic

I am stuck at home today. Well, for the morning only.. I'm having a tummy ache...I've been going back to the bathroom every hour since 4:30 am!!!!!!!

But I have to go to school later. I need to. *tummy aches*

I haven't posted in a while... Neither any of us have been posting. I guess we're all just busy..

School Intrums and cheering is on the way.. Actually it's on Wednesday. Most of us know that we're not that good. I have to admit there are only a few of our cheer dancers who really move their bodies which is about 4 out 12... nice right?

Well, that's our batch... We may not be all perfect and great but we act as one.

I hate this freakin' tummmmmmmmy acheeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just realized the guy I went crazy on is now a very good friend. Of course whenever we talk there are those "uuuuuuuuuuyyys" by my friends but ofcourse he doesn't know why. Because he never knew that I liked him. He's still the same guy except now we just talk more in person. But there's something I can't explain... Just a feeling... I'll find it out sooner or later...

OK. I have to go to the bathroom again. thank you.

-gabes.

I know I sucked in our game just a while ago.

If you were there You'd say the same.

I just made up some lame excuses that I didn't get the ball when I should have.

I knew my teammates were already mad at me or Irritated.

All I could do was say sorry.

I don't know why I played bad. I know I'm not that good in volleyball but the game I played showed that I really sucked which really got me.

Tomorrow I'll just be shutting up during the games. I'll just bring my cam and take photos... I won't say anything about playing the game.

I'm feeling bad. Guilty actually. It was in my hands, my serve, that would atleast make us catch up to the score of the Juniors. But what did I do?

I failed. I proved I sucked. I hate the feeling of failure.

And now I feel sick.

I feel that something's missing. Maybe I'm just depressed because I was the reason why we lost.


-gabes

I just thought it would be a nice title...

I'm singing in the rain....blah blah blah blahhhhhhhh...........

It's been raining the past couple of days...makes you wanna sleep the day off................................ZzzzzzzzzzzzzzZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Halloween is coming woooohhhoooooo!! Orange and black ar in once again...yes...pumpkins...witches...vampires....and....more scary stuff..

I know I am weird today... Yes, I know I am all crazy... Thank you... I admit I am crazy.... very crazy...



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I hate it when people are desprate for love that they go for the last resort. They get so lonely they just force to themselve's to love the most available person...shhheeeeeeeeeshh... I think it's dumb...

Love is special.. Love is to be cherished...and to be shared with the most special person that fate will bring you...

AND love is supposed to be groovy and full of joy...

yes, I know it won't always be full of joy...nevermind that...

I am done... aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!! The potato chip bag won't open!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that's it.... good bye... I havetalking to do with this bag of potato chips...

-gabes

...what I am feeling right now...

IT's as if I'm uninspired and I feel that something's missing...

oh well this will pass

It's his birthday tomorrow... I hope he has a happy birthday...
I don't even think I'll be able to greet him since our so called friendship or something isn't really that close. We aren't close we just get to talk when we need to or when we get each other's attention...

I wanted to talk to him today just a simple conversation but ofcourse life is cruel...

I have to get over him... I have to... I now realize that it is hard to pretend to yourself that you don't like a person. The worst part is no matter how much you want to tell him you have no right or just scared to tell him.. I'm a girl and when it comes those kind of stuff I'm freakin' chicken...

I envy those who are inlove and the girls who have the guts to tell the guy they like that she likes him.

It's funny how I keep on telling people not to pretend that they like someone yet I myself is doing. I am lying to myself. I have aso much courage to say it to other people yet when it comes to me I'm like a child hidding under her blanket...

I will regret this in time. I will regret letting a guy with almost everything I look for pass by without even doing anything not even trying..

-gabes

Let's all go to hukay, please? Thanks. Love, ryc.
Oh oh oh. By the way, Im happy. Ill tell you guys about it when we meet. Yay. Band prac naman sometime o. Got a new guitar. Fender mga pare. Fender-ito's the name. hha. malakingfuck. Goodnight.

napili tayo sa free show!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woooohooo!!!!!!!! now, we really have to have SERIOIUS practice.. so when you guys free? call and text nalang each other nalang.. that's it..

i am so huppy.

--kitharista

NYAHAHAHAHA!!!! I have a big wide smiley on my facey!

YEEEEEEEEESSS!!!!! WE GOT THE FREE SHOW GIG!!!!!! WUUUUHUUUUU!!!!!

ok... at last once again we will play in a stage not just any stage but where many people will watch...hopefully.

1st thing to do is practice and really prepare for this to catch attention..

I'm sooooooooooo hafffyyyyyy....:D wooohoohooohooohhoooo!!!

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During PE today we did Tae Kwan Do. hahaha. it was kinda fun. really funny when my teacher said Fyyyytttiing stance! haha... it was very crispy (malutong.malupit) and fuul of attitude. haha.

fun yet tiring too... My leg muscles are pretty numb...

aaaaaaaaaaaahh!!! damn this week!!! too much stuff to do... too hectic actually....

anyways I have run out of things to say oh by the way if you have friendster do add me. my email add is karmicfreak99@yahoo.com

peace out!
-gabes

I haven't wrote in a while since I'm too lazy to write but in my mind I had so much ideas and crazy thoughts.

so here we go.

halloween is over and yes vacation is here... woohoooo...

I guess my plan of telling him would be good after all. Since he's moving to a new school next year. he's too smart to stay in my school. But I also feel sad since school will only last just a few more months and he'll be gone soon...

I actually don't want to know what his reaction is. I just want him to know. Maybe I'll just let some of my friends tell him. Maybe after he knows I'll be more okay.Just maybe.

I guess that's just how it's suppose to be. He'll know and then never hear anything from me again. I guess it's really how it is there are just some times that you get hurt but the person who's hurting doesn't know..

the magnificent beauty of life.

Ok, as all of you know, Nicolo held my hand. And I don't know what to make out of it. Everyone says that he really likes me...but I guess I just wanna hear it from it. wow...........am I still a hippie chick?