yeah...

Just thought of updating.

Not so much things have been going on just normal stuff. I got my ear pierced yesterday I was actually surprised that my mom allowed me I was even with her when I got piercing.

I was amazed how my ear went all hot and red. hehe..

I kept on drawing today I guess I was just really bored today. Crap I want Christmas vacation already.

Just a week before our gig..Pretty nervous since this was an open field gig so we really need to get the crowd to listen.

I got some of my Mom and grandparent's old records I mean old record the big ones. I really got shocked when I saw one record from The Cure. I'll be collecting more of these 'cause these stuff are priceless..

This is all I have to say.
good bye.

-gabes

our gig was ok but it was nothing to be proud of.. It's the outcome of us only getting to practice 2 times..

I just really hope that next tiem we'd be able to make time for these kind of stuff if we really wanna get somewhere. We have so mush dreams yet not even a single action we have not done.

One dream/ goal that I would really like us to do is release our EP. WE currently have 3 original songs so maybe just 2 more original songs and a lot more gigs we'd be able to release and EP.

We are currently working on a funky song that I guess would be titled "Originally Fake" it's dedicated to all the posers and feeling rockers and punks. Crap, give death to avril for starting the fake punk look.

Once again I'm getting in to photography.. I;m startung my Black and White series. I'm more interested in really focusing objects..

craaaaaaaaaaaaap!!!! exams are this week.. memorizing is on once again...

-gabes

ito ang kauna-unahang purong tagalog na aking ginawa.maghanda.

bumigay ka na
sumama ka na,
iwanan na ang mundong nagdurusa
ano? bibigay ka na ba?

oras mo na.
tawag ka na muli para ika'y sumaya.
masyado na maraming luha,
ang tumulo sa iyong mga mata.

ayaw mo bang guminhawa,
ayaw mo na bang ngumiti ng tunay,
ayaw mo bang makita sa iyong mga mata ang sayang iyong nadarama?mamili ka na.

sasaya na ang iyong buhay
wala ng alinlangang hinihintay.
wala ng mananakit ng iyong puso.
hindi ba masakakit? ayaw mo ba mawala ang sakit?

wala lang. trip ko lan gawin. para sa mga pinoy diyan. ingat kayong lahat

for those who aren't Pilipino I'll translate this one of these days.

-gabes

Mahirap Ngumiti

ang hirap pala ngumiti
lalo na pag naglulumbay sa loob.
pilitin man,
ayaw pa rin.

mabigat ang pakiramdam
dahil nasaktan muli.
'di alam kung paano mawawala
siguro sa mga luha maaring mawala.

pero ayoko na ang umiyak
wala ng luha na tutulo.
ubos na,
dahil sa sakit na nadarama noon pa.

mahirap magtago ng sakit
lalo na't wala kang mapagsabihan.
'di alam kung anong gagawin.
sana kung pwede lang mawala na ang bigat sa aking dibdib.

natutulala, napapaisip ng malalim
hindi siya magtignan
'di rin makausap
dahil sa hiya.
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this was really a bad day..crap I got low grades...
and what I hate of all the things that happened today is

my friend told who my crush was to one of our teahcers and she was the one I thought that would be the least person who would just say it. Since she knows how I wanted to be kept but she goes off breaking it. In a way I've lost trust in her.

I am still currently hurting because of what happend today. it's like I have this big burden upon me and it really suckx..

love sucks.

-gabes